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My sister called me early this morning to let me know that my stepfather found my mother passed out in bed yesterday. Her M.S. caused a severe flare up and she's now at the emergency room waiting to be admitted.
She's in massive pain and we dont know what to do.
We had plans to get together as a family for the first time in like...5 years and we cant do that now.
Then my brother in law got called out to his job at the railroad. The Union dicks apparently used the rain as an excuse to keep the guys there on stand by. Great. My nephew is begging my sister to keep him home but that's not gonna happen either since they need the money. My sister doesn't know what to do. I don't know what to do. My nephew doesn't know what to do. We just keep crying giant tears. Choking back the giant lump in our throats. Merry fucking Christmas. Wake me when this damn holiday is fucking over, please.
I couldn't sleep for shit last night. The rain used to be a soothing sound to me. Now it seems to be a traumatic one lol. Its really fucking wet. It's really windy and it's wicked cold. The cold hurts me. Die, cold! DIE! *middle finger to the cold*
Some of you out there are rolling your eyes because you're getting snowed in or just freezing your nuts off in general. Thats not my problem (lmao). I live in southern California! This is getting stupid already...
I cant believe im gonna be heading on over to the College this morning. I can't believe my roomate is actually up at a decent hour. I still cant believe it's NOT butter...
We better take a boat and start shoving animals in it as we make our way through the day.
THURSDAY never looked so good.
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Today: Rain likely. High 47F. Winds SW at 10 to 15 mph. Rainfall near a half an inch.
Tonight: Rain likely. Low 36F. Winds SSW at 5 to 10 mph. Rainfall possibly over one inch. Locally heavier rainfall possible.
Tomorrow: Rain. High 53F. Winds S at 10 to 20 mph. Chance of rain 70%. Rainfall may reach one inch.
Tomorrow night: Cloudy with periods of rain. Low 38F. Winds SSW at 10 to 20 mph. Chance of rain 80%.
Wednesday: Rain with a few rumbles of thunder. Highs in the low 50s and lows in the upper 20s.
Thursday: Times of sun and clouds. Highs in the low 50s and lows in the upper 20s.
Friday: Mainly sunny. Highs in the upper 50s and lows in the low 30s.
I guess I learned how to walk today. It's raining its ass off outside and there's big ass soaking wet leaves everywhere. Yay! I walked right through the front door and slipped. Looked like I was doing a some weird dance step. Nice...
Nature is awsome!
I still dont understand why it is, that when I hit my knees on the tile, Arab R&B was playing from across the street. Does anyone know how distrubing that stuff sounds?!
lol that's what you dancing to homes...you just didn't know it. you wanted to shake your groove thang in the rain and just slipped...no biggy. but its okay. nothing is broken except you dignity haha jk love you!
I absolutely love this. I love the effects that you put a lot of effort into this one. You can tell and it really does show. This is a masterpiece it's fantastic, and brilliant and shows off your true talents.
Im here for the world's amusment, Im here because im the freakiest of freaks I guess...
But it's cool, I suppose. If my agonizing tears fall down my cheeks and I try to quietly sob with the feeling that my heart is beyond broken. It's just a thing I do. It's not like anyone cares what kind of darkness fills my soul now days.....especially now that apart of it is more than lost to me.
Im not well. Im sad.....and I am truly convinced that God hates me. And meanwhile...
Just holding on to a voice that says they love me.
*hangs head*
Im way too sad and im WAY too bothered today.
i want to curl up...and pretend I do not exist here. Give me quiet darkness. Lots of it.
But you! Im mad as hell at you!
And you too!
Oh, and even at YOU! PISSSED me right the fuck off!
It seems im more angry at you than I ever expected. So, it is without any regret or sadness that I hold two middle fingers up high from California to you...
A new color for a new profile. I have no idea why I put so much effort into my profile (since nobody seems to pay attention to it anyways) or why I use a font color to match my theme even in my journal. It's the artist in me. I gotta have a theme and match it. Use of color or colors is a good thing....
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CosmicSerpentGuru
19:01 Dec 30 2010
lol thats funny but terrible some sites are so lame
Malky
09:29 Dec 31 2010
its all about the money.